ColorGuardGirl95

So I know I have not been on here in a long time but that's what happens when you move and what not. Any who, the art show for my school is coming up in about 2 months and I have been trying to work on pre-sketches and stuff for my big picture that I have been wanting to do for a long time. But as of right now my presketch looks like shit, since I can't draw people and everyone keeps lieing to me pointing out one or two things that's wrong. I want honorable mention for this picture and what I have done will not get me there. I don't know if I should give up on it or find something else to enter. what to do? and I'm not about to submit my fail

So this is my first journal had no where to type this all out so im doing it here. i just lost one of my best friends...she apparently doesnt trust me anymore when i was trying to protect her. she and her boyfriend have been together a while they broke up last year and it was all just sooo bad. i dnt trust him. at first i thought he had changed and i saw how she was without him when she was thinking bout him and missing him she cried so hard one night on the phone and shes never done that before. it was then i thought maybe i should get them back together so i was talkin to him and her u know trying to get them together. but one night someth